People have said congratulations, and that makes me sad inside.
We are not 'moving up'
We aremoving down.
Going from our one bedroom, to a studio.
Of course financially it is much smarter for us,
And will give us the chance to save our money for Mexico.
Yet at the same time it is a little sad.
So many happy memories here.
I love this apartment.
I am really going to miss this apartment.
It is going to be strange to see someone else living in 'our apartment.'
I am also a little sad because the apartment is not what I expected.
I saw the studio next door and thought it was the same,
it had a huge bathroom, and enormous closet.
413 does not have those two great features.
I am not sure how we will fit our things...
How everything will flow easily.
I am nervous about no walls to divide things
and a smaller space.
I am sad, and today I am going to let myself be sad.
Tomorrow will be a busy day of moving,
and finding new places for things, and making our space..."our space."
Tomorrow will be exciting, but today is sad.