In the distance it is there,
but I can't feel it
I can't see it
I don't even know what it is like anymore
Does it really exist?
Will I ever experience it again?
I am hurting,
Feeling terrible horrible feelings
They are washing over me as tears soak my shirt.
How did I end up on this dark road?
Why do I feel so trapped?
Will a light shine through the darkness?
Or will I be left to my own demise?