Ask

"Ask and you shall receive." I am sure we have all heard that expression before. But how often do we adhere to it? I know for myself that I find it very difficult to ask. Especially when it is something that touches my soul and means a lot to me.

When it comes to work it is easy. I have no problem asking for help. Why do I find it so difficult then to ask when it really means something to me? The gremlins enter my mind. Telling me that I am not worthy or deserving of what my heart is calling for. "Who am I?" the little voice whispers.

Who am I this voice asks?

I am someone who is pushing forward

Gaining courage and strength to reach for her dreams

I am someone who wears a smile proudly on her face

And has a skip in he step every once in awhile

I am brave

Caring

Kind

And I am fearless

I am someone that will no longer be afraid to ask

I will leap

And I will fly

Family

Megs graduation fiesta

because getting together with the family always leads to laughter, good times, and lots of incredible memories to look back on

another reason I am so lucky

Playing with Silly String

I stood back to back in my tiny apartment with Christian. Each of us armed with one can of Silly String. The rules were simple: walk three steps then turn around and shoot as fast as you can. Laughter filled my apartment as we did this. Each trying to cover the other with the silly string. Who knew two little cans could evoke so much laughter?

We sprayed each other until the cans were completely empty. My terrible aim and closed eyes approach caused silly string to be everywhere. Christians was dead on and left me covered in it from head to toe. It was a blast.

I was never so happy cleaning up a mess as I was with this one. I am still finding evidence of our fun together around my apartment. Each time I do I giggle and a smile instantly forms across my face.

One of the things I love about Christian is his willingness to play. He dives right in and fills the air with his contagious laughter. Playing with the silly string together was no exception.

You should give it a try. I guarantee it will lift your spirits and cause you to giggle. And if you do it, I would love to see photos. Happy playing!

First

Do you remember the first time you laughed?

How about the first time you cried?

Or when your eyes first gazed upon the ocean

Or you saw your very first shooting star darting across the sky

Do you remember meeting your very first friend?

Or who took you out on your first date?

How about the first time you held someone's hand

Or your very first kiss

Butterflies swirling around your stomach

That feeling happens the very first time we do anything

Nervous fright mixed with pure excitement

A feeling that cannot be anticipated

It hits you

Fast

Strong

And it is amazing

Nothing compares

To the very first time

You do something

Embrace each first

venture out

It is so easy to stay where you are

To fall deeply into your comfort zone

Stay within your routine

Day after day

Following along

This is easy

But every now and then

Someone comes along

And pulls you out

Takes you places you have never been before

Shows you things your eyes have yet to see

They open up your soul

To new adventures

And you are never the same

A mark is left on your heart

Leaving you longing to experience it again

The smiles

The laughter

The comfort

All of it brought on by this magical soul

Holding your hand

Guiding you through a new door

And opening you up

These experiences are cherished for eternity

Deep within your mind

As your wings expand

And you fly

Thank you

Honor those who are out there

Fighting for our freedom

Keeping us safe

Take a moment to think of them

Say a pray

And wish they return home free of harm

Thank them for their bravery and courage

Appreciate the risk they are taking

Think of their families as well

Because of each one of them

We have the opportunity here

To live free of fear

Thank you!

To all the brave men and women

Far from home

You are in our thoughts and prayers

Truth

Speak your truth

Because others need to hear it

You are not alone

And by speaking up

Like minded souls will fly in

Scoop you up

And hug you

And your words

Your truth

Will heal others

Touch their souls

And let them know they are not alone

Speak your truth

The Journey

Even when you feel like you are drowning

You will eventually swim to the top

It may take longer than you hope

And you may get swept out farther into the sea

Before you drift in a little closer

But you will always find your way to the shore

You will always make it back home

And knowing this

Makes the journey just a little bit easier

You will make it

It will be okay

The day will come when you will smile easily

Laugh from your gut

And relax into life

For now

Strap on your goggles

Take a deep breath

And paddle yourself in

If you need a break, float

It is okay to do that

I will see you when you get home

Stronger

Braver

Proud

You are enough

Know that wherever you are standing

Right in this very moment

That you are exactly where you are meant to be

Right here

Right now

The dishes may be piled up

The laundry may still be waiting to be done

Your hair may not even be brushed

But that is okay

Because Y.O.U.

Exactly as you are

Are enough

When you are deep in the trenches

Or celebrating a milestone

When tears of sadness are pouring from your eyes

Or you are smiling wide

Through all the emotions of life

You are enough

Just as you are

In that moment

Never forget that

And if you ever need a gentle reminder

Just let me know

I will shout it from the rooftop

Or write it in the sky

Just to ensure you hear and see it

~ Do something today to celebrate you ~

Slowing Down

they help me heal, and remind me to rest

I am always on the go

There is always some new adventure lurking around the corner

Somewhere to be that I want to experience

Someone I want to laugh with

I never seem to have enough time

To firmly plant my feet into everything

Going from one thing to the next

But you can not always be moving

Every once in awhile you have to stop and rest

You have to sit and soak it all in

And when your feet are constantly going

And your mind is on to the next thing

You may have to be shaken and stirred before you realize

Your need to slow down

And that is what my body did to me

It brought me to a grinding halt

It forced me to slow down

To lay in bed

Sleep

Rest

Heal

And after a few days of laying low

Letting my head rest on the pillow

Allowing my by body heal

I am starting to feel strong again

I know now not to let it get this far

Take the time to rest, always

My body needs it

And so does yours

So today

Put up your feet

Relax

Let your mind wander off to dream

And let your body heal itself

You will feel so refreshed afterwards